Taking control/ Life is to short

I sit here and wonder about my life

and where it will go

there are moments in my life where the same things happen

every day.. and it gets boring and tiering 

I really do want something different 

I know these new things will come in life where I work hard 

and become the person I want to be 

My life has changed 

and in ways, I can't really control

and I want more control

I need to take charge

but I am also so scared of messing up

I know fear is what stops people from trying

and I need to see that life will not stop for me 

and will only keep going until I pass away

and in this short time, I need to find myself and push 

to become greater and smarter

whatever it is that you want in life push for it

we have such little time 

our birthdays come every year

we do not get younger we get older

it is scary

it's only scary if you did not live the life you wanted to

you should always push for your dreams and always pursue the things you want 

the sky is the limit and you have control of your life

no one else does 

tell yourself it's okay to get out of your comfort zone 

tell yourself that it's normal to be afraid 

take a chance you never know what could come from it 

the point of this is to show you that you can do whatever and never let people take that away from you ever, life is to short.....be happy, live, and have feelings and experience everything!!